A thousand years in perfect symmetry.

There are small things in life that makes living more comfortable. Some of them are so small that it's almost ridiculous, but they still put a smile on my face. Like watching Pingu at 6 AM.
I actually got a Pingu hoodie as a birthday present once. It's only 3 years ago, haha. I still wouldn't mind having a Pingu hoodie... Pingu and Moomin are my childhood loves.
Another small thing that makes me smile; I came home from my boyfriend last night around midnight, with only a few cigarettes left and bummed out because of that. When I get up to my room, someone has taped a pack of cigarettes to my door with a note saying "my friend" and a happy smiley, and I have no clue why and who it is. I suspect Mikkel as the culprit, because it seems like his handwriting, and it just made me smile. He's a great friend.


Yesterday was a lovely evening full of warmth spent with my boyfriend and his family. He was okay and on the surface yesterday, which was really lovely. It always makes me happy when he's okay.
Tonight I'm going to visit my sister and play Project Zero, which I'm looking forward to. It's been my favorite game for years, mainly because Cecil and I always played it when we were younger. I haven't seen her in over a year, and I miss her so much. We live 3 hours away from each other, and the train ticket costs around 800 DKK. Both being broke all the time and with her having plans every weekend, it's hard to find room for seeing each other.

I've thought about stretching my lobes more, but I'm scared that I'll get "butterfly ears". I'm at 16mm and have stayed there for a long time, but I kind of want to get them up to 20mm. Doesn't make it any better that Jonas recently bought a 22mm expander. Very tempting. I'm not keen on butterfly ears, and I'll probably get that if I go bigger.. Or it might be because of the tunnels I have atm, the rim is kind of big and makes my ears look weird.
And on the subject of bodymod, I've decided that the mermaid is going to be tattooed on my side. It's out in the future though, because it's going to be a rather big tattoo (going from about 8 cm below my armpit to the middle of my hip), so there's no way I can afford that at the moment. I also need to think it through, because of a backpiece I want in the future.. 
It also just hit me that it might not be a good idea to get it before getting top surgery. I can't wear a binder for two weeks after getting the tattoo, so it's not a good idea, really.

I've also started to get a Michael Strunge obsession... Again. He's my favorite writer.

Væbnet med disse
ordenes vinger
står jeg
parat til at svæve.

Jeg kaster mig ud
fra krystaltårnet
og spænder mig ud
over horisonten
med hjernen i verdens hjerte.

Gennem mørke, gennem lys
gennem lysende byer i nat.
Gennem drømme, gennem følelser
gennem følende landskaber i nu -
gennem døgnet går min flugt
gennem uret, gennem synet.

- Michael Strunge, 1984

(He committed suicide in 1986, just two years after that poem, by jumping out of his window. "Væbnet med vinger" (which means "armed with wings") is written on his gravestone. Might go for a walk through Assistenskirkegården soon.)