There's an old voice in my head that's holding me back.

This was the view I woke up to this morning. As said before, the view from the window near my bed faces a cemetery which explains the grave stones, kind of scary but really beautiful most mornings.
Apparently it snowed overnight, so Copenhagen is covered in a pretty layer of white right now.
This invites me to go crazy in the snow with Emilia sometime soon. We've already planned to build an iglo if we can gather enough snow.

I met up with Jonas today and celebrated our 18 months together. We decided to go to Tivoli and look at the Christmas decorations (the way they decorate Tivoli during Christmas is insane. I was told they spent 10 million DKK on the decorations alone... so many pretty lights and trees!) It was all really beautiful and the snow just made it even prettier.
We spent approximately an hour there before deciding to head home to me again due to the cold weather. When we finally came home, I was convinced my toes were going to fall off despite wearing 3 pair of socks and warm shoes. So yes, it was very, very cold, haha.

For the first time in 3 1/2 years, I have a completely naked face. I accidentally dropped one of the balls from my septum jewelry and the ring kept bordering on falling out by itself, so I ended up removing it. It feels really weird to not have any facial piercings anymore... I've had 10 different facial piercings since I got my first done, so it's just weird to not have any at all. I only have 1 left now, my tongue (still considering getting venom bites though...)
I've also cut all my hair off and dyed it black. Went better than expected, lol.

Tomorrow noon I'm going to a meeting about my economy, I really hope it's going to turn out okay.. Later in the evening, my residency is hosting a Christmas-get-together for the residents' families. My mum is in Berlin this week and I couldn't get ahold of my brother, but my sister is coming and I'm looking forward to seeing her. Her boyfriend might also come. We're just going to do some Christmas-y things like cutting hearts (Emma and I have planned to make boob-hearts, because that's how mature we are, haha) and Christmas stars.
As much as I'm looking forward to seeing my sister, the guys from Valby and having a nice time, I'm also scared of because I know many people will attend and that there will be food I have to eat. As I've written a few entries ago, I'm really not good with food these days.. Especially when it comes to eating with others, so I'm just kind of scared of everything. I know it's lame. I've found ways to get out of eating with others the last few months, but I can't do that tomorrow and it's just a scary thing to me somehow. Also, I've been quite bad with social gatherings the last few months and avoided them, but I'll really try to pull myself together. I hope it will be nice!

Wow, this entry has been quite superficial, haha.