And when I'm brave enough and find a clever way to kick him out.

I changed my layout. Kind of half-assed, but I just needed something a bit more simple than the one I had before, since it was a tad difficult to read the things I wrote because of the colours.

I had an appointment with my shrink yesterday and it helped a bit with the numbness I wrote about in the last entry, which is good.
I've been in an odd place today though. I've had different thoughts and emotions which is good, despite that they haven't been pleasant. I've felt lonely most of the day and a bit good-for-nothing. I was supposed to see two different people today, but somehow both get-togethers ended up being cancelled by them.
Right now I feel a bit entwined in something I can't quite put my finger on. I guess it's the thoughts about myself and about hypothetical actions.

 

and when I let him in I feel my stitches getting sicker

I try to wash him out but like she said, the blood is thicker

I see my mother in my face

but only when I travel

I run as fast as I can run

but Jack comes tumbling after