Quietly he laughs and shaking his head.

 

My camera has a tendency to fuck up some pictures when I transfer them to my computer. This is one of those that turned out odd for some reason, of Emilia. Just thought I'd share because it all looks so weird. Nothing here is edited at all.

So I went to a meeting with my new school, just to talk a little with the teachers and ask some questions. It all seems nice, they seem understanding and the rooms are light and looks great. I assumed to be the youngest in the group, and.. Well, as she said, "well, there's absolutely no doubt that you will be the youngest attendant here". She also told me that most of them are ladies, so there's often a lot of woman-talk and pitied me for not falling within that range, haha. But all in all, it seemed nice and I hope it'll be good. I'm starting on Thursday. 

Other than that, I've just used the day on cleaning my room and sleeping a lot. I'm not even sure if it can be called a nap if it lasts for 8 hours.. I was just really dizzy, had a slight headache and felt airheaded (which was kind of nice, see previous entry why) before I slept. Then I ate something 3 hours ago, and now I don't feel dizzy anymore. Came to realize that I hadn't consumed anything else than water in 50 hours, which surprisingly didn't feel like a long time at all. And to my even greater surprise, I haven't been hungry within those hours were I didn't eat, so I still feel full from the 3-hours-ago snack I had. Kind of weird. But yeah, I don't have a headache and feel dizzy anymore, which means that I can't sleep now. Will probably try to sleep again in an hour or two. 

Today I will clean the rest of all my stuff, even doing those things I hate like white-washing and ironing my all my shirts. It surprises me how much clothes I actually have. I did the laundry 3 times yesterday, and I still have all the white stuff left. Oh well. Then I hope to socialize with someone, and hang out with my boyfriend later on, go buy a new belt, and probably try to paint a little again maybe. It's kind of important that I do something productive these days, or else I tend to fall down. So this is my plan for today. 

I hope the book I pre-ordered a few months ago will arrive soon, I'm really looking forward to reading it. It's an autobiography of the youngest girl in Denmark to ever have a sex reassignment surgery. She was just 18 when she had it done, and now she's 22 years old and living life. (and on another note, she is absolutely drop-dead-gorgeous and stunningly beautiful. The book is called "Mig og ham" and is released on the 9th of August, if I remember correctly.)