I think you won't be able to recognize me now.

Yesterday was quite fun. I went home to my mum's apartment and ate dinner with her and my boyfriend and talked about obscene things because that's how my family rolls. Somehow the conversations always turn over to murder, drugs and bizarre stories. It's kind of entertaining. My mum is a really fresh and honest lady, which tends to leave me scarred by things I never wanted to know in the first place, haha. On the other hand, it's always funny and I wouldn't trade her for any other mum in the world. I know most people like their mum to be as mum-like as possible, but I'm actually really happy that my mum is also like a friend for me and not like the stereotypical mother one might think of. It's also a bonus that most of my friends adore my mum, haha!
All in all, then yesterday was really a great day. I ate pasta for the first time in a long time, too. But well, my mum's pasta dish is extremely tasty. I'm such a Mama's Boy. Then my boyfriend and her drank some beers and I drank what most Danish youngsters call "techno-beers", because I feel like I'm about to vomit even if I only drink 3 sips of a beer. It's actually far beyond annoying that I can't drink beers like everyone else my age, because you often get those "what are you, 13?"-comments when you can't drink anything else than Somersby and the like when you're 19, haha.
Great night.

It's weird, my scale says that I'm at the same weight as last week, but it feels/looks like I've gained and it confuses me. Last week I felt like I was slimmer than now, but I weigh exactly the same. Needless to say it annoys the head out of my body. It doesn't have anything to do with the weight being the same, only the feeling of gaining weight without having pisses me off.

I'm considering starting up on sleeping pills for just a short while, because it affects my daily life at the moment. It's not as bad as it normally is, but I'd really just like to be awake during the daytime instead of nighttime. Problems is, I take pride in the fact that I've not been on medicine for over a year and I don't want to go back to using pills to rid myself of troubles. I'd really like to think that I could overcome this sleeping schedule I have now by myself, though it probably won't happen. Sleeping pills seem like a very good idea, but I'd just like to be able to sleep normally by myself.
Again, I should really say that it's not nearly as bad as it could and can be from time to time.

I also bought 5 new canvasses in different sizes, so now I just need to get my inspiration back and paint. For some reason I really feel like painting something with red as the main colour, but I completely lack inspiration. Or maybe I should just start painting and see what happens along with it.