we used to play outside when we were young and full of life and full of love

I'm surprised with how dark my natural haircolour really is. I had blonde hair when I was a kid and had it dyed in many different colours for many years, but I haven't dyed it since I "shaved" my head in December. So it's all my natural haircolour now. I'm keeping it this way since I actually quite like the colour and also because it's a whole lot easier to keep this way.

Things are still going uphill. Besides yesterday where I had the most lazy and un-productive day I've had in a long time (it was Sunday afterall), I think I manage normal everyday errands well. I'm a bit low on energy today and my gender dysphoria is running high, but I still know that the best way to get my thoughts away from it is to do something. Other words for that is simply just to lift some weights and go for a run.
Though working out doesn't take away my dysphoria completely, it can make it slightly easier to deal with. Exercising boosts your overall-mood and I feel like I'm doing something to change the way my body is - even if they're just small changes, it can still help a bit. I'm growing stronger and my body is starting to develop some muscles (I'm not saying that I'm totally shredded, far from it) so it's a small comfort now that I'm not on hormones.
I don't talk much about my gender dysphoria because I'm ashamed of feeling the way I do. It's also somehow a reminder for me, that things aren't the way it should have been from the start, if I talk about it all. The reminders are horrible, hence why I don't write about it much on my blog anymore.

In a few hours I'll go bowling with the rest of the residents from this house and the people from the Valby-apartments. I'm excited and I think it'll end up really funny since we all suck quite hard at bowling. We're eating at a café nearby after that.
There's not really any news about me moving to Valby. Their answers are very vague - they've told me that I'm moving out in a month, but also that I'm moving out somewhere during Summer, so I'm pretty confused about it all. When I ask them directly about when their plans are for that, they can't really give me an answer. I'm taking things as they come and that's okay, just a little annoying.
I'm also looking into getting a part-time job at a museum, if I didn't already write that in another entry (I'm too lazy to check right now, haha).

Things are generally going really good and I'm proud of myself for managing it.